By - Riya Pareek
kehte hai bachpan ka pyaar infatuation hota hai, nadaani hoti hai par fir bhi bahut pure hota hai.
kuch log shayad ise bachpan ki naadani samajhkar bhool jate hai
piya and ashu bachpan ke dost hai infact best frndz hai. school ke first day se hi shayad kuch spl bonding ho gai thi unke beech uspe ye family frndz bhi hai.
school me dono itne achche frndz the ke dono ek dusre se milne ke liye roz school aate the koi chutti nahi leta tha or agar ek kabhi chutti le bhi le to dusra bhi school nahi jae.
4 saal baad jab school change hui to dono alag ho gae
piya ko galz school me dal diya gaya or fir un logo ne apna ghar bhi change kar liya. ashu ki family dusri city me shift ho gai. pehle to dono ek dusre ke liye bahut rote the fir dheere dheerey sab badal sa gaya. piya to jaise dheerey dheerey sab bhoolne lagi thi
par ashu , use sab yaad tha par uski majboori thi koi contact na hone ki vajah se vo piya se baat tak nahi kar paya tha itne saalo me.
kuch saalo baad ab fir se vo milne vaale the.
" piya uth ja bahut ho gaya iss saal boards hai or tu saara din soti rehti hai padhna nahi hai kya"
" mumma choro na tension na lo main top karungi par abhi plz sone do."
" uff ye ladki kitna soti hai "
bahar door bell bajti hai.
piya ki maa darvaza kholne jati hai. uski aunty gahr aai thi unke ghar function tha usi ka invitation dene.
" golu kaha hai. maine to use 2 saal se dekha bhi nahi kaisi hai ab vo?"
"bas so rahi hai vo to, tab se utha rahi hu use padhne ke liye par ispe koi asar nahi ho raha."
piya bahar atai hai or aunty ko namastey karke vapas jaane lagti hai tabhi ek naam sunkar jaise uske kadam khud ruk jaate hai. jaise sab pehle ki baatein abhi aankho ke saamne ghoomne lagi ho. jaise sab kuch vapas laut aaya ho. jise vo bhool chuki thi ek hi pal me sab aankho ke saamne aa gaya tha.
" ashu bhi bada ho gaya ab to. pehle kitni shararat karte the dono. vo log vapas a arahe hai yahan. or function me bhi aaenge. are piya tujeh ashu yada hai ya bhool gai"
piya vahan se chali jaati hai uski anakho me aansu the. use sab yaad aane lagta hai. or ye sunkar jaise uski khushi ka thikana nahi rehta ashu vapas a araha hai. par fir vo udaas ho jati hai
" agar vo mujhe bhool chuka hoga toh, jaise main bhi use bhool si gai thi shayad use bhi main yaad na rahu ab."
par uske liye jaise vo ek pal ki khushi kafi thi bas yahi jan kar ke ashu vapas aa gaya hai.
dono function me pahunchte hai par ek dusre ko pehchaan nahi pate unhone 12 saal se ek dusre ko dekha jo nahi tha.
Dono bade hairaan pareshan se jis kam ke liye function me aae the vo ho nahi pata. Bas ek dusre ko dhundhte hi reh jaatey hai par mil nahi paate.
Aakhir poochey bhi to kisse?
Tabhi kisi bata ko lekar aashu ke bhai me ladai ho jaati hai or inhi ke beech me fas jati hai piya.
Usi ladai ladai me unh eek dusre ka pata chalta hai. dono mann hi mann khush ho jatey hai par ab baat kare bhi to kaise.
Dono ko ek dusre se bata karni thi par himmat nahi ho rahi thi. Ashu himmat karke piya ke pass jata hai “ hey! Piya? Pehchaana mujhe? Ashu”
“itni der se tumhe dhundh raha tha. Aankho ke saamne thi par pehchaan nahi paya. Kaisi ho?”
“ main bhi. Aunty ne bataya that um aa rahe ho.”
Bachpan ke frnds aaj ek dusre se itna ajeeb tarah se baat kar rahe the jaise pehli baar mile ho. Jaise sab kuch badal sa gaya tha unke beech me. Kya tha ye koi nahi jan saka.
Dono vahan baatein karte hai. ek dusre ke bare me. Pichle 12 saal me kya kiya, kaha the sab jana or apne no xchange kiye.
“to tum ab vapas nahi ja rahe?” piya
Ashu “ ummeed to yahi hai par shayad next yr jaana bhi pade”
Jaane ki baat sunkar fir se dono khamosh ho jaate hai.
Ese hi kuch dino tak sab normal chalta hai. ph pe bata karna, text xchange karna, kabhi kabar yuhi mil lena. 1 saal yuhi nikal gaya.
Ashu ko apne dil me chupi hui feelings ka ehsaas tab hota hai jab use pata chalta hai piya already kisi or se pyaar karti hai. use jaise ab kuch bhi achcha nahi lagta. Har choti baat pe vo gussa hone lagta hai.
Jis din se use piya ke pyaar ke bare me pata chalta hai vo use bhi thik se baat nahi karta. Piya ko ye sab bada ajeeb lagta hai or akahir vo use pooch hi leti hai “ kya hua? Aajkal bada gussa aa jata hai tumhe? Tumhari gf kisi or ke sath bhaag gai kya? “ vo use yuhi chedti rehti hai tabhi “ tum chup nahi reh sakti kya, ab gussa bhi tujhse poochke karu main. Piya main is bare me baat nahi karna chahta. Band karo”
Are main to mazak kar rahi thi, itna kyun gussa ho rahe ho. Pata hai sameer .........”
“Mujhe nahi sunna...” ashu uski baat beech me hi kat deta hai
“Plz mujhe nahi sunna tumhare sameer ke bare me mujhe abhi jana hai baadme milunga. Chalo tumhe drop kar deta hu.”
Piya ko kuch samajh anhi aata vo chup chap uske saath chali jaati hai.
Use drop karte waqt “ piya m sorry! Mujhe gussa aa raha tha. Isiliye itna rude behave kiya.”
“koi nahi, par main janna chahti hu iss gusse ki vajah”piya
Ashu “ kuch nahi main abhi jar aha hu. Bye”
Piya ke mann me saval the bahut se aaj jo hua use lekar par fir usne socha “ use to vaise bhi gussa aata rehta hai choro”
Ashu ne piya se kabhi uske sameer ke bare me nahi poocha tha. Par ab jis tarah vo roz uski tareef karti thi vo tahk chukka tha usne use aakhir na chahte hue bhi use pooch liya “ esa hai kya uss sameer me , jab dekho usi ka naam leke pakati rehti hai, hai kon yeh or kaha hai, mili kaise iss joker se?”
“ hey!1 joker mat bolo use. Tu janta hi kitna hai use? Vo bahut sweet hai. infact uske jaisa koi nahi.”
“ok to ab tareef kea lava kuch sach bhi bata do uske bare me?”
“ huh!! Sameer mera ol frnd hai”
Bas ye sunte hi ashu ko jaise jhatka lagta hai. vo uthta hai or piya ko daantne lagta hai “ bas iske aage or kuch bolne ki zarurt nahi hai. main sab samajh gaya. Tera dimag kharab hai piya. Ek banda jise tu mili nhi. Janti tak nahi. Use pyaar kar bethi. Mujhe laga tha vo koi real hai par ye to virtual nikla.”
“kya matlab janti anhi? Main sab janti hu uske bare me. Vo bahut achcha.......................”
“ hana hana tu rehne de. Tu milke aai hai use? Dekha hai use? Pados rehta hai jo bol rahi hai janti hai? tu esi bevakoofi karegi maine socha nahi tha. Mujhe pehle pata hota ye sab to kabka rok diya hota”
“ ese mat bol i do really love him”
“ do hell with your love! dekh piya dis is just an attraction. Ese koi pyaar hota hai kisise? Ye bevakoofi hai. khudko nuksaan mat pahuncha. Or sabse pehle to ye bata he loves u?”
“no” piya
“ wow!! He dnt love u. Fir ye sab kyun kar rahi hai tu. Just stop all this.”
Vo ese hi piya ko bahut daant lagata hai or piya bahut emotional hai vo rone lag jaati hai
“ oho!! Piya ro mat main tujhe sirf samjha raha hu.”
“tum nahi samjhoge. Mujhe kabhi samajh hi nahi sakte tum. Kabhi kisise pyaar kiya ho to pata chalena”
Usi baat sunkar use dukh hota hai “ kaise samjhe use vo use kitna pyaar karta hai”
“ok mujhe kuch anhi pata. Chalo a bro mat m sorry!! Plz “
Vo bahut pareshan ho jata hai. aakhir vo kaise piya ko apni aansu waste karne de ese insaan ke peeche jo actualal me hai bhi ya nahi, jo use pyaar hi anhi karta, or na jise vo janti hai
“ no way!! Ye ladki pagal ho gai hai . ise in sabse door karna padega. Uska kabhi bhi dil toot sakta hai. jab ese relationship bante hai to pata nahi chalta par jab toot te hai to vo insaan bhi toot jata hai jisne uss relation pe sabse zyada bharosa kiya.
Piya ke saath bhi kuch esa hi tha. Ashu ne aakhir use pyara kiya tha. Kaise karne deta use vo esi galti.
Bas use samajh nahi aa raha tha vo kya kare jisse uske dimag se ye sab hatt jae. Yahi sochkar vo use roz roz koi nayi kahani banakar sonata tha logo ke orkut ki vajah se hue nuksaan ka. Unke dil tootne ka. Apni life spoil hone ka. Aakhir vo khud is experience se guzar chukka hai use pata haisocial networking ki vajah se usne apna kitna waqt barbaad kiya tha. Uski padhai. Uska career ek baar to jaise khatam hone ko tha. Badi mushkil se usne fir se khudko sambhala tha. Ab vo ye sab apni dost ke saath hote nahi dekh sakta tha.
fir ek din vahi hua jiska use darr tha. Piyake xam me marx bahut kharab aae. Jiski vajah se use na sirf dant sunni padi balki usk coll me bhi uska nuksaan hua. Us ladke ki vajah se vo apni padhai pe concentrate nahi karti thi.
Jo scope uske liye khule the ab uske kam marx ki vajah se vo bhi anhi rahe.
Vahi dusri taraf ashu ne fir se humesha ki tarah coll me top kiya 9 points ke saath.
“ dekha maine kaha tha tujhe padhai pe dhyaan de par nahi tumhe use kya. Main to humesha galat bolta hu na. Or ab MBA ke entrance xam ki taiyaari bhi agar ese ki to bethe rehna yuhi coll me. “
“ bas yara ek to gahr pe sab dant rahe hai upar se ab tub hi mujhpe chillana shuru kar de”
“ hmm tujhe samjhana kitna mushkil hoga ye maine socha bhi nahi tha. Piya main ye nahi keh raha ye sameer ki vajah se hua par ye soch tu in sabki vajah se apna kitna nuksaan kar rahi hai tujhe andaaza bhi anhi hai. main yeh nahi keh raha use bhool jao bata mat karo. Par kam se kam uske liye apne future ko kyun spoil karti hai. agar tere achche marx nahi aae to tu khud soch use bhi achcha nahi lagega.”
Ashu ke pass piya ko samjhane ka isse better tareeka nahi tha. Vo sameer ko nahi janta tha par piya ko samjhane ke liye pehli baar usne usi ke naam ka istemaal kiya. Vo janta tha esa kehne se piya pe kuch to asar hoga.
Or esa hua bhi. Vo apni padhai pe dhyaan dene lagi. Ashu ne har baar jab bhi koi pblm hoti har hala me piya ka saath diya. Chahe uske liye use pblm kyun na uthani pade or piya ko [pata bhi nahi chalne diya.
Sameer ka piya ko ignore karna piya ko bura lagta tha. Use samajh aane laga vo kya kar rahi thi. Ashu sahi tha. Use pehle hi uski bata sun leni chahiye thi. Piya ne socha.
Par fir bhi pehla pyaar pehla pyaar hi hota hai. piya ne bhale hi virtual world se judnaa band kar diya ho par uske pehle pyaar ki yaad uske dimag me humesha rehti thi.
Ashu or khudko nahi rok pa raha tha.
Aaj ashu ka b’day tha or usne usi din piya ko propose kr diya. Piya ke pairo ke neeche se jaise zameen khisak gait hi. Usne esa kabhi socha bhi nahi tha. Vo ashu ko pasand karti thi par use kabhi vaise pyara nahi kiya tha. Vo khud ko sambhal nahi pa rahi thi. Vo use haan nahi bol sakti thi or naa kehne se darr tha use kahin aashu ko bura laga or use unki dosti pe asar hua to. Vo ashu ko khona nahi chahti thi. Use samajh nahi aa raha tha kya kare.
“ ashu vo actually..”
“ mujhe pata hai u don’t love me but still i feel like mujhe bata dena chahiye. Main kuch nahi chupa sakta tujhse. “
“ oh! Isiliye mujhe sameer se door rehne ko kehte the” piuya ne mazak karte hue bola
“ nahi pagal main esa kabhi anhi karta agar mujhe lagta to vo thik hai to. Tum uske saath khush ho to main bhi hu par tu sach me galat kar rahi thi. He dnt deserve u. Use tere pyaar or teri feelings kisi ki parvaah bhi nahi hai. or ho bhi kyun afterall tu uske liye thi kon.”
“ uff maine fir se zyada bol diya. Sorry tujhe hurt nahi karna chahta. Bas sach bol raha hu.”
“ or mujhe hurt hua bhi anhi . aadat pad gai hai , par tu mere liye mera best frnd hai bachpan se ab main tujhe ek dusre relationship me nahi apna sakti. Mujhse nahi hoga.”
Ashu jaise bas rone ko hi tha. Uska dil bhar aaya tha. Par usne ese jataya jaise sab thik hai. pora din vo log bahar ghoome njoy kiya par usne khud ko kaise sambhala tha vahi janta tha. Ab ye khush hone ka natak use or kiya nahi jar aha tha. Or vo usi ke saamne ro pada. “ m sorry mujhe jana hai. main or nahi reh sakta yahan” ashu ke saare frnds or piya vahi the. Usnhe samajh nahi a araha tha akahir kya hua hai use. Bas piya janti thi. Vo khudko guilty feel kar rahi thi. Uski vajah se aaj pehli baar usne ashu ko rote dekha tha.
Kuch din yuhi nikal jaate hai. ashu ki job lagti hai or vo janabujhkar esi city select karta hai jo piya ke sheher se bahut door ho. Bas 1 hi week bacha tha ashu ke pass. Uske baad use jana tha. Usne soch liya tha vo vapas nahi lautega. Uske liye fir se normal hona mushkil tha. Vo janta tha piya uses pyaar nahi karti par dil m ek ummeed thi k shayad.............. par vo ummeed bhi ab toot gai thi.
Pia bhi bahut akeli ho gai thi. Vo uske jaane se pehle use milna chahti thi. Uss din ashu apni mumma ke saath piya ke ghar aaya tha. Vo khud ko normal dikhane ki koshish kar raha tha par uska dukh piya se chupa nahi.
“ tum thik ho?” piya ne poocha
“hana mujhe kya hoga. Dnt wry main thik hu. Bas kal chala jaunga fir to sab thik ho jaega.”
Ashu ki kahi akahri line jaise uske dimag me ghoomne lagi vo kehna kya chahta tha. Kya uske jaane se piya ko khushi ho rahi hai.
Vo chala jata hai. vo koshish karta hai piya se kam baat karega. Vo sochta hai kash vo use na mila hota. Kash use uses pyaar na hua hota.
Use bhoolne ki koshish use piya ke or kareeb le aati hai. uska pyara to jaise kam hi nahi ho raha tha.
Udhar piya ko ehsaas hota hai use ashu ki aadat ho gai hai.shayad use bhi pyaar ho gaya hai ye 6 month usne kaise kaatey hai vahi janti hai. kitni baar din me vo use bata karne ki koshish karti thi par kabhi ph off to kabhi ashu busy. Jaise vo khud rok raha hai use baat karne se.
Piya ko ehsaas hota hai usne kya kho diya hai. ek esa pyaar jo shayad kabhi kisiko nahi mila. Ek esa pyaar jo sirf uska tha. Ashu ka unconditional love.
Ashu ko pata chalta hai uske papa ko heart pblm hai vo bahut severe hai or shayad ab uski umar zyada din ki nahi rahi. Uski mom chahti thi vo shaadi kar le. Uske papa jaane se pehle uski haadi hote dekhna chahte the.
Vo ye shaadi nahi karna chahta tha kyunki vo to piya se pyaar karta hai par apni family ko bhi bnahi chor sakta tha. Piya shayad use chahne lagi thi par vo piya ko shaadi ke liye nahi bol sakta tha aakhir ye piya ke acreer ka saval tha or vo padhai kar rahi thi ese me vo apne liye piya ka career daav par nahi laga sakta tha.
Finally use apne pyaar or family ke liye compromise karne ka soch liya. Usne apni family ke kehne pe shaadi karna decide kar liya.
Piya ko jab ye pata chala to use bahut dukha hua or laga jaise kuch kho diya usne kuch esa jo usi ka tha. Ashu se zyada to vo pareshaan thi. Ashu se kuch chupa nahi. Usne use samjhaya k usne ye sab kyun kiya.
Usne apni marzi se bhale shaadi an ki par vo ye janta tha agar vo piya ko propose karta to vo kabhi mana nahi karti par uski khushi or sirf piya ko pane ke liye vo uska future ese daav pe nahi laga sakta or Ye uska pyaar hi to tha jisne apni family or apne pyaar ke future ke liye apni khushi ko kurbana kar diya.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
The Story - Yaadein.....
By - Ishita Shah
Zindagi ek kitaab hai, aur haar roj isspe likhi jati hai kahania....Hamari khud ki to kabhi kisi aur ki...Khushiyo se saji kabhi aasuo me dubi...
Ye kahanai armano se bhari hui kabhi dukhi kar jati hai, kabhi hasi bekher deti hai to kabhi kuch sikh de jati hai....
Ha kuch dino pehle kuch aisi hi ek kahani likhi gai jo hamesha yaad rahegi.. kyuki bohot sare kadvi yaado ke bich ye ek aisi yaadein bikhrengi jaha par bichadne ka gum hai to sabke sath hone ka bhi ehsaas bhi hai....
13th Jan, 2011 :
Gtalk on kia kai dino baad. Kuch missing tha,
Ketan abb Online nahi dikhega kabhi. Maan kharaab ho gaya. Gtalk se logout kar dia aur orkut bhi band kar dia.
1st Jan, 2011:
"Happy New Year", 12:00 baj gae aur ye sms anne lage the, par mujhe pata nahi ajj badi jaldi nind aa gai thi. 11:30 baje tak tv dekha aur pata nahi kyu nind aane lagi, socha chalo so jate hai. Kai dino se nind gayab hai, ajj chain ki nind aaegi shayad. Par raat ko achanak 1:30 ko nind udd gai, pata nahi kyu. Sone ki koshish vyarth ho rahi thi to vapis tv on kia aur tv dekhne lagi aur pata nahi kab nind aa gai.
Subah nind uddi to dekha Aman ka call aa raha tha. Raat ko mobile silent pe rakha tha kyuki baar baar New Year ke Sms aa rahe the. Maine socha jane do New Year Wish ka call hoga baad me dekhenge. Call band hua aur dekha to 36 missed calls, aap re, itne saare calls. Aman ko callback kia, "Kaha thi tum, kabse call kar raha hu, tayyar ho ja baroda nikalna padega, Ketan nahi raha, Kal raat 1:00 baje ussa heart fail hua..." "What????"
Blank ho gai thi mai, kal raat hi to Bhavik ke sath Uttarayan ke planing kie the, Ketan ke lie sab freinds iss baar vapis baroda anne vale the 3days. Jaise 25th ko mile the sab hospital me. 2 din sab Ketan ke sath rahe, baat nahi kar pae usse par bus ICU ke darvajhe se usse thodi thodi der se dekhte the, usske lie dua kar rahe the sab. Par bhagavan kabhi sunta nahi, mera vishwas pacca ho raha hai vapis.
1st Jan, 2010 :
Ketan ka call "Happy new year". Mai jaag rahi thi aur Bunkistan me hi timepass chal raha tha aur sath me Ketan ke sath Gtalk par baate. Ye meri roj ki aadat ho gai hai piche 2 saal se. Addat ban gai hai usse baat karne ki jabse mai Ahmedabad shift hui hu. Din me office me pure din chat par, sms par bus ussi se baate. Login kia nahi aur usska message, "Moti kaha thi tu kabse, Gud Morning message ka reply nahi aaya". Usse baat ki 15 mins.
But iss saal ka 1st Jan koi aur hi message leke aaya.
14th Jan, 2009 :
Din bhar patang udake sab mile sham ko Bhavik ke ghar, vahi undhiyu aur icecream party. Fir sab Gola khane jate the.
Ketan ko uss din dekha to shock ho gai thi,uss din pata chala usski jhindagi ke bus 5 saal bache hai.
Uss raat mujhe Ketan ne sms kia tha,
"Ro kyu rahi thi pagal, abhi to marne se pehele 10 party deke marunga, 5
teri birthday party aur 5 meri birthday party".
10th May, 2009 :
Di ne jid ki aur maine birthday Ahmedabad me hi manai, dusre din pata chala Bhavik ke ghar mere lie surprise party rakhi gai thi. Sab aae the aur mai hi gayab thi. Bohot buara laga. Par di ka dil nahi tod sakti thi. Raat ko Ketan aur Bhavik ka call aya kab aa rahi hai? Maine kaha pata nahi, tum log jante to ho yaha di ko akela chhodke nahi aa sakti.
Mai aur di yaha Ahemdabad me shift ho gae hai job ke lie. Job aur ek dusre ko help karne ke chakkar me sare friends kaha chhut gae the pata hi nahi chala. Bus Ketan aur Bhavik ke sath hi baat hoti thi, sms ya chat se.
Aur pichale 2 saal se to raat din online milta tha Ketan. Usski Readymade garments ki shop hai, pure din vahi rehta tha vo, vaha se online aata tha. Aur jaab nind nahi aati thi to mujhe online milta tha. Mujhe aadat thi, usse din bhar ki baate batae bagair nind nahi aati thi aur usse meri khichai kie bagair. Usse kabhi kabhi davai aur pain ki vajah se nind nahi aati thi, to mujhse chat karta rehta tha.
Kabhi kabhi to raat ko der tak 3-4 baje tak baate karte the.
19 Dec, 2010 :
Ajj Ketan ko dekhne gai thi hospital me. Ventilator pe rakha gaya hai usse, doctors ne javab de dia tha. Par sab friends aae the, usska sab ne milke shayad 100 bottles khun dia hoga, aur doctors ne bhi mana 100% ventiltaor se 50% ventilator par aaya tha, ye sabki wishes aur vishwas ka hi natija tha. Lag raha tha abb sabka Vishwas jeet jaega.
2nd Dec, 2011 :
5 saal ka vaada teesre hi saal todke Ketan chala gaya tha. Ajj usska besnu tha, matlab shradhanjali. Ghar par aunty ka bp high ho gaya tha, par firbhi khana bana rahi thi. Usski behen sari tayari kar rahi thi. Ajeeb lag raha tha, ek to Ketan hai nahi ye gum tha par bura jyada ye sab dekhke lag raha tha ki saara gum bhulake inn logo
ko sab karna pad raha hai, unke koi relative bhi nahi the jo unnko help kare. Mai unnko help kar rahi thi khana banane me. Yaha mom ka call aa raha tha ki ahmedabad vapis jana hai, kab aa rahi ho? Aunty ko firbhi sab chiz me help karti rahi aur 2 baje unnko bola ki ab jana paadega mujhe. Aunty ne kaha ki aise nahi ja sakti, subah se kaam kar rahi ho, khana kha lo fir chali jana. Vaise bhi Ketan ki badi iccha thi tumhe ek baar khane par bulae.
Ketan ki baat yaad aai, 10 party celebrate karni hai abhi. Party nahi ajj aise din usske ghar hu. Khana gale ke niche utar nahi raha tha apr firbhi sabka dil rakhne ke lie kha lia tha.
Ghar jate hue sms padhe sab, Happy New Year.
Kissne socha tha ye New Year iss tarah shuru hoga. Kuch dino pehele hi maine yahapar ek thread banaya tha, Best n worst things happened in 2010.
Ussme likha bhi tha ki abhi tak nahi hua n hope aage anevale kai saal bhi nahi hoga. Par ye buri cheez to saal ke pehle hi din ho gai.
Gtalk par usse baat karna aadat ho gai thi, abb online aana bhi accha nahi lagta. Mera Orkut aur Gtalk ka safar issi friend ki vajah se shuru hua tha, baad me kai aur chehre mile, par abb unn chehro me vo chera kabhi najhar nahi aaega.... Kabhi Nahi....
Yu to ye kahani badi aam kahani hogi sabke lie... kyuki aise bohot sare logo ke sath hota hai....
Bus issme alag baat ye thi ki mere friend ko bachane ke lie vo log bhi sath aa gae the, jinnko shayad hum log jante bhi nahi the...
Kitne logone ussko khun dia... Ussko jaise thodi thodi tokdo me zindagi hi di thi.... Aur usske family ko ek Umeed di thi..
Mere bhi kai friend ne help karne ki meri request accept ki thi...Yu to vo mere iss friend ko janta bhi nahi.. par firbhi unhone bhi kaha ki agar jarurat pade , vo help karunge....
Ajeeb hai na.... Yu to hum log Jaat paat aur dharm par ladte rehte hai... Kisiski shadi toot jati hai kyuki ladka ladki ek jaat aur dharm ke nahi....
Do dharmo ke log ek dusre ke khun ke pyase ho jate hai, dharm ke naam par....
Par yaha bus mujhe ek hi dharm nazar aaya tha, INSANIYAAT.... Aise mauko par kisine ye nahi socha kaunse dharm ke ya jaat ke insaan ka khun kaam me aa raha hai...
To kya hame bus yahi dharm me manana chaiye aisa nahi lagta? Ye dharm ke thekdaar, innpar jab aisa waqt aaega tab kya vo bhi ye dekhte hai kya ki kisska khun hai jissne unnhe zindagi di....
Insaneeyat me maine believe karna chhor dia tha.. par isske baad thoda vishwas vapis aa gaya hai....Aur mai bus ek hi dharm me manti hu abb... INSANIYAT...
Aur meri sabse request hai ki baki log bhi bus issme beleive kare aur bus ek TRUE INSAAN bane rahe....
Raahe badal jati
hai, Rishte badal jaati hai, Chehre badal jate hai, Kuch chhod ke chale jate hai, kuch bichad jate hai....Nahi badalte to bus hum....chalte
rehte hai, ek aur manzil ki talash me.... Aur sath reh jati haiYaadien... bus Yaadein....
Zindagi ek kitaab hai, aur haar roj isspe likhi jati hai kahania....Hamari khud ki to kabhi kisi aur ki...Khushiyo se saji kabhi aasuo me dubi...
Ye kahanai armano se bhari hui kabhi dukhi kar jati hai, kabhi hasi bekher deti hai to kabhi kuch sikh de jati hai....
Ha kuch dino pehle kuch aisi hi ek kahani likhi gai jo hamesha yaad rahegi.. kyuki bohot sare kadvi yaado ke bich ye ek aisi yaadein bikhrengi jaha par bichadne ka gum hai to sabke sath hone ka bhi ehsaas bhi hai....
13th Jan, 2011 :
Gtalk on kia kai dino baad. Kuch missing tha,
Ketan abb Online nahi dikhega kabhi. Maan kharaab ho gaya. Gtalk se logout kar dia aur orkut bhi band kar dia.
1st Jan, 2011:
"Happy New Year", 12:00 baj gae aur ye sms anne lage the, par mujhe pata nahi ajj badi jaldi nind aa gai thi. 11:30 baje tak tv dekha aur pata nahi kyu nind aane lagi, socha chalo so jate hai. Kai dino se nind gayab hai, ajj chain ki nind aaegi shayad. Par raat ko achanak 1:30 ko nind udd gai, pata nahi kyu. Sone ki koshish vyarth ho rahi thi to vapis tv on kia aur tv dekhne lagi aur pata nahi kab nind aa gai.
Subah nind uddi to dekha Aman ka call aa raha tha. Raat ko mobile silent pe rakha tha kyuki baar baar New Year ke Sms aa rahe the. Maine socha jane do New Year Wish ka call hoga baad me dekhenge. Call band hua aur dekha to 36 missed calls, aap re, itne saare calls. Aman ko callback kia, "Kaha thi tum, kabse call kar raha hu, tayyar ho ja baroda nikalna padega, Ketan nahi raha, Kal raat 1:00 baje ussa heart fail hua..." "What????"
Blank ho gai thi mai, kal raat hi to Bhavik ke sath Uttarayan ke planing kie the, Ketan ke lie sab freinds iss baar vapis baroda anne vale the 3days. Jaise 25th ko mile the sab hospital me. 2 din sab Ketan ke sath rahe, baat nahi kar pae usse par bus ICU ke darvajhe se usse thodi thodi der se dekhte the, usske lie dua kar rahe the sab. Par bhagavan kabhi sunta nahi, mera vishwas pacca ho raha hai vapis.
1st Jan, 2010 :
Ketan ka call "Happy new year". Mai jaag rahi thi aur Bunkistan me hi timepass chal raha tha aur sath me Ketan ke sath Gtalk par baate. Ye meri roj ki aadat ho gai hai piche 2 saal se. Addat ban gai hai usse baat karne ki jabse mai Ahmedabad shift hui hu. Din me office me pure din chat par, sms par bus ussi se baate. Login kia nahi aur usska message, "Moti kaha thi tu kabse, Gud Morning message ka reply nahi aaya". Usse baat ki 15 mins.
But iss saal ka 1st Jan koi aur hi message leke aaya.
14th Jan, 2009 :
Din bhar patang udake sab mile sham ko Bhavik ke ghar, vahi undhiyu aur icecream party. Fir sab Gola khane jate the.
Ketan ko uss din dekha to shock ho gai thi,uss din pata chala usski jhindagi ke bus 5 saal bache hai.
Uss raat mujhe Ketan ne sms kia tha,
"Ro kyu rahi thi pagal, abhi to marne se pehele 10 party deke marunga, 5
teri birthday party aur 5 meri birthday party".
10th May, 2009 :
Di ne jid ki aur maine birthday Ahmedabad me hi manai, dusre din pata chala Bhavik ke ghar mere lie surprise party rakhi gai thi. Sab aae the aur mai hi gayab thi. Bohot buara laga. Par di ka dil nahi tod sakti thi. Raat ko Ketan aur Bhavik ka call aya kab aa rahi hai? Maine kaha pata nahi, tum log jante to ho yaha di ko akela chhodke nahi aa sakti.
Mai aur di yaha Ahemdabad me shift ho gae hai job ke lie. Job aur ek dusre ko help karne ke chakkar me sare friends kaha chhut gae the pata hi nahi chala. Bus Ketan aur Bhavik ke sath hi baat hoti thi, sms ya chat se.
Aur pichale 2 saal se to raat din online milta tha Ketan. Usski Readymade garments ki shop hai, pure din vahi rehta tha vo, vaha se online aata tha. Aur jaab nind nahi aati thi to mujhe online milta tha. Mujhe aadat thi, usse din bhar ki baate batae bagair nind nahi aati thi aur usse meri khichai kie bagair. Usse kabhi kabhi davai aur pain ki vajah se nind nahi aati thi, to mujhse chat karta rehta tha.
Kabhi kabhi to raat ko der tak 3-4 baje tak baate karte the.
19 Dec, 2010 :
Ajj Ketan ko dekhne gai thi hospital me. Ventilator pe rakha gaya hai usse, doctors ne javab de dia tha. Par sab friends aae the, usska sab ne milke shayad 100 bottles khun dia hoga, aur doctors ne bhi mana 100% ventiltaor se 50% ventilator par aaya tha, ye sabki wishes aur vishwas ka hi natija tha. Lag raha tha abb sabka Vishwas jeet jaega.
2nd Dec, 2011 :
5 saal ka vaada teesre hi saal todke Ketan chala gaya tha. Ajj usska besnu tha, matlab shradhanjali. Ghar par aunty ka bp high ho gaya tha, par firbhi khana bana rahi thi. Usski behen sari tayari kar rahi thi. Ajeeb lag raha tha, ek to Ketan hai nahi ye gum tha par bura jyada ye sab dekhke lag raha tha ki saara gum bhulake inn logo
ko sab karna pad raha hai, unke koi relative bhi nahi the jo unnko help kare. Mai unnko help kar rahi thi khana banane me. Yaha mom ka call aa raha tha ki ahmedabad vapis jana hai, kab aa rahi ho? Aunty ko firbhi sab chiz me help karti rahi aur 2 baje unnko bola ki ab jana paadega mujhe. Aunty ne kaha ki aise nahi ja sakti, subah se kaam kar rahi ho, khana kha lo fir chali jana. Vaise bhi Ketan ki badi iccha thi tumhe ek baar khane par bulae.
Ketan ki baat yaad aai, 10 party celebrate karni hai abhi. Party nahi ajj aise din usske ghar hu. Khana gale ke niche utar nahi raha tha apr firbhi sabka dil rakhne ke lie kha lia tha.
Ghar jate hue sms padhe sab, Happy New Year.
Kissne socha tha ye New Year iss tarah shuru hoga. Kuch dino pehele hi maine yahapar ek thread banaya tha, Best n worst things happened in 2010.
Ussme likha bhi tha ki abhi tak nahi hua n hope aage anevale kai saal bhi nahi hoga. Par ye buri cheez to saal ke pehle hi din ho gai.
Gtalk par usse baat karna aadat ho gai thi, abb online aana bhi accha nahi lagta. Mera Orkut aur Gtalk ka safar issi friend ki vajah se shuru hua tha, baad me kai aur chehre mile, par abb unn chehro me vo chera kabhi najhar nahi aaega.... Kabhi Nahi....
Yu to ye kahani badi aam kahani hogi sabke lie... kyuki aise bohot sare logo ke sath hota hai....
Bus issme alag baat ye thi ki mere friend ko bachane ke lie vo log bhi sath aa gae the, jinnko shayad hum log jante bhi nahi the...
Kitne logone ussko khun dia... Ussko jaise thodi thodi tokdo me zindagi hi di thi.... Aur usske family ko ek Umeed di thi..
Mere bhi kai friend ne help karne ki meri request accept ki thi...Yu to vo mere iss friend ko janta bhi nahi.. par firbhi unhone bhi kaha ki agar jarurat pade , vo help karunge....
Ajeeb hai na.... Yu to hum log Jaat paat aur dharm par ladte rehte hai... Kisiski shadi toot jati hai kyuki ladka ladki ek jaat aur dharm ke nahi....
Do dharmo ke log ek dusre ke khun ke pyase ho jate hai, dharm ke naam par....
Par yaha bus mujhe ek hi dharm nazar aaya tha, INSANIYAAT.... Aise mauko par kisine ye nahi socha kaunse dharm ke ya jaat ke insaan ka khun kaam me aa raha hai...
To kya hame bus yahi dharm me manana chaiye aisa nahi lagta? Ye dharm ke thekdaar, innpar jab aisa waqt aaega tab kya vo bhi ye dekhte hai kya ki kisska khun hai jissne unnhe zindagi di....
Insaneeyat me maine believe karna chhor dia tha.. par isske baad thoda vishwas vapis aa gaya hai....Aur mai bus ek hi dharm me manti hu abb... INSANIYAT...
Aur meri sabse request hai ki baki log bhi bus issme beleive kare aur bus ek TRUE INSAAN bane rahe....
Raahe badal jati
hai, Rishte badal jaati hai, Chehre badal jate hai, Kuch chhod ke chale jate hai, kuch bichad jate hai....Nahi badalte to bus hum....chalte
rehte hai, ek aur manzil ki talash me.... Aur sath reh jati haiYaadien... bus Yaadein....
The Story - AJAB PREAM KI GAJAB KAHANI ;)
By - Vikas Patni
Wo kehte hai na ki Pyar andha hota hai really kuch aisa hi Rahul ki zindgi me hua college k dino me use ek ladki se first sight wala pyar hua yeh baat un dino ki hai Rahul final year me tha n 1st year k admission chal rahe the bas usi admission me Rahul ki dream gal b thi jise rahul bas dekhta hi reh gaya tha aur uske seene me se dil kab nikal kar parya ho gaya is baat ka use pata b ni chala... :) She is Saahiba really a cute gal
But Rahul jo ki bas use dekhne k liye hi college jata tha wo use dikh jaye usi em wo khush tha n ha jis din wo dikhti nahi uska din maano aisa jata tha jese ki yeh din nahi raat hi hai aur wo sapne me chal raha hai... ;) yeh silsila kuch dino tak aise hi chalta raha dekhana aur smile dena aur mast rehna udhar saahiba ko b ahsaas tha ki Rahul k man me kuch to hai aur shayad Saahiba k man me b uske liye bahut kuch tha qki Rahul b koi kharab ladka nahi tha college me naam hua karta tha uska b ... :P
Wo kehte hai na dost bahut kameene hote hai par jese b hote hai apne hote hai bas aisa hi kuch rahul k sath uske dosto en kiya ek din aise hi bethe bethe use sab dosto ne kaha ki abe aise hi dekh k khush hone me kya hai ja k bol q nahi deta use par humare Rahul jo ki bahut hi sharmile ladke the kya bolo kya bolo :O karte karte reh jaate par ek din dosto ne use chada chada k bhej hi diya aur Rahul nikal pada apne sapno ko saakar karne.. :)
Rahul: Hello Saahiba
Saahiba: Hello
Rahul: kese ho
Saahiba: Me acchi hoo aap bataoo
Rahul: Me too gud dear
Saahiba friends: saahiba hum chalte hai late ho raha hai
Saahiba: are ruko na me b aati hoo; bolo rahul kuch kaam tha
Rahul: nah bas aise hi; actually i want to do friendship wid u
Saahiba: chup si ho gayi aur kuch boli nahi
Rahul: kya hua mene aisa kya kah diya
Saahiba: abhi em ja rahi hoo kal batati hoo
Actually aap log is story ko padeg to aapko lag raha hoga ki friendship k liye b koi aisa hota hai kya as yeh bahut purane jaamne ki bat hai jab kaha jata tha ki friendhip se hi love ki shuruaat hoti thi ajkal to pata ni kya kya ho jata hai :P
so rahul ko dusre din ka besabri se intejar tha aur is chakker em use puri rat need b nahi aaii subah jaldi se ready hua mummy b shocked uski ki aaj ise hua kya hai inni jaldi uth k ja kaha raha hai yeh kumbhkaran :D par mummy ko kya pata ki saahab b pyar k chakker em hai ajkal ;)
Rahul college pahucha pure college em use chaan mara par saahiba use kahi dikhi nahi aur agle din se 10 din k vacations b the so pura din usne college me usi k intejar em nikal diya par wo aaii hi nahi :(
ab college b band for vacations so kuch lamba sa gape ho gaya only for one reply :( par kya kare ab bol diya so intejar b karna hi padega ab aap log yeh b soch rahe hoge ki saala uske ghar pe ja k hi puch leta par yeh ek chote se city me rehte the n waha ladka ladki sath b dikh jaate to baate ban jati thi so yeh possible nahi tha :P
Par ek din aise hi market em ghumte ghumte saaahiba ki sister, sara jo ki usi college em padti thi but in different stream usne rahul ko roka bola meko kuch baat karni hai aapse.
Rahul: bolo sara
Sara:actually wo tumne sahiba ko kuch kaha tha na usne mujhe tumse kehne ko kaha hai
Rahul:ha bolo na kya hua
Sara:actually tumhe malum hai rahul ki wo 1st year me hai n tum final year me n college me aisa kuch b kiya to khamekha bate banegi aur humare papa ne vese b badi mushkil se hume regular join hone diya hai college me vese she likes you too but pls samjkhne ki koshish karo
Rahul:bas itni si bat are wo khud yeh bat kehti mere se to meko jyada acha lagta anyways koi an use bolna me aisa kuch ni karne wala ab uski marji me kuch ni karna ab college me mast raho.. ;)
sara: okiz thank you
Rahul: welcome ;)
Par ab kya sab khatam ho hi chuka tha Rahul ka pehla pyar bas itna hi tha aur hsyad aakhiri b ab use ladki naam se hi nafrat si ho gayi thi bas as useual chalne laga sab college jana use dekhna uski help karna kese b kar k n koshish karna ki use pata an chale par use b sab pata chal hi jata tha aur aise hi chalti rahi dono ki life ;)
Rahul ka college khatam hua aur usne fir kabhi mud k b nahi dekha saahiba aur college dono ko aur bas yahi khatam kar di apni amar pream kahani ;)
Wo kehte hai na ki Pyar andha hota hai really kuch aisa hi Rahul ki zindgi me hua college k dino me use ek ladki se first sight wala pyar hua yeh baat un dino ki hai Rahul final year me tha n 1st year k admission chal rahe the bas usi admission me Rahul ki dream gal b thi jise rahul bas dekhta hi reh gaya tha aur uske seene me se dil kab nikal kar parya ho gaya is baat ka use pata b ni chala... :) She is Saahiba really a cute gal
But Rahul jo ki bas use dekhne k liye hi college jata tha wo use dikh jaye usi em wo khush tha n ha jis din wo dikhti nahi uska din maano aisa jata tha jese ki yeh din nahi raat hi hai aur wo sapne me chal raha hai... ;) yeh silsila kuch dino tak aise hi chalta raha dekhana aur smile dena aur mast rehna udhar saahiba ko b ahsaas tha ki Rahul k man me kuch to hai aur shayad Saahiba k man me b uske liye bahut kuch tha qki Rahul b koi kharab ladka nahi tha college me naam hua karta tha uska b ... :P
Wo kehte hai na dost bahut kameene hote hai par jese b hote hai apne hote hai bas aisa hi kuch rahul k sath uske dosto en kiya ek din aise hi bethe bethe use sab dosto ne kaha ki abe aise hi dekh k khush hone me kya hai ja k bol q nahi deta use par humare Rahul jo ki bahut hi sharmile ladke the kya bolo kya bolo :O karte karte reh jaate par ek din dosto ne use chada chada k bhej hi diya aur Rahul nikal pada apne sapno ko saakar karne.. :)
Rahul: Hello Saahiba
Saahiba: Hello
Rahul: kese ho
Saahiba: Me acchi hoo aap bataoo
Rahul: Me too gud dear
Saahiba friends: saahiba hum chalte hai late ho raha hai
Saahiba: are ruko na me b aati hoo; bolo rahul kuch kaam tha
Rahul: nah bas aise hi; actually i want to do friendship wid u
Saahiba: chup si ho gayi aur kuch boli nahi
Rahul: kya hua mene aisa kya kah diya
Saahiba: abhi em ja rahi hoo kal batati hoo
Actually aap log is story ko padeg to aapko lag raha hoga ki friendship k liye b koi aisa hota hai kya as yeh bahut purane jaamne ki bat hai jab kaha jata tha ki friendhip se hi love ki shuruaat hoti thi ajkal to pata ni kya kya ho jata hai :P
so rahul ko dusre din ka besabri se intejar tha aur is chakker em use puri rat need b nahi aaii subah jaldi se ready hua mummy b shocked uski ki aaj ise hua kya hai inni jaldi uth k ja kaha raha hai yeh kumbhkaran :D par mummy ko kya pata ki saahab b pyar k chakker em hai ajkal ;)
Rahul college pahucha pure college em use chaan mara par saahiba use kahi dikhi nahi aur agle din se 10 din k vacations b the so pura din usne college me usi k intejar em nikal diya par wo aaii hi nahi :(
ab college b band for vacations so kuch lamba sa gape ho gaya only for one reply :( par kya kare ab bol diya so intejar b karna hi padega ab aap log yeh b soch rahe hoge ki saala uske ghar pe ja k hi puch leta par yeh ek chote se city me rehte the n waha ladka ladki sath b dikh jaate to baate ban jati thi so yeh possible nahi tha :P
Par ek din aise hi market em ghumte ghumte saaahiba ki sister, sara jo ki usi college em padti thi but in different stream usne rahul ko roka bola meko kuch baat karni hai aapse.
Rahul: bolo sara
Sara:actually wo tumne sahiba ko kuch kaha tha na usne mujhe tumse kehne ko kaha hai
Rahul:ha bolo na kya hua
Sara:actually tumhe malum hai rahul ki wo 1st year me hai n tum final year me n college me aisa kuch b kiya to khamekha bate banegi aur humare papa ne vese b badi mushkil se hume regular join hone diya hai college me vese she likes you too but pls samjkhne ki koshish karo
Rahul:bas itni si bat are wo khud yeh bat kehti mere se to meko jyada acha lagta anyways koi an use bolna me aisa kuch ni karne wala ab uski marji me kuch ni karna ab college me mast raho.. ;)
sara: okiz thank you
Rahul: welcome ;)
Par ab kya sab khatam ho hi chuka tha Rahul ka pehla pyar bas itna hi tha aur hsyad aakhiri b ab use ladki naam se hi nafrat si ho gayi thi bas as useual chalne laga sab college jana use dekhna uski help karna kese b kar k n koshish karna ki use pata an chale par use b sab pata chal hi jata tha aur aise hi chalti rahi dono ki life ;)
Rahul ka college khatam hua aur usne fir kabhi mud k b nahi dekha saahiba aur college dono ko aur bas yahi khatam kar di apni amar pream kahani ;)
The Story - meera
By - Nidhi
Meera ..jaisa nam waisa hi roop. Meera shuru se hi padne likhne mein bhut jyada hoshiyar thi. Har pariksha mein paratam padai k alwa khelkhud or har kam mein aage .Har koi use dekh kr yhi khta Meera tumhe toh ek rajkumar milega.Ek din internet par chat karte hue uski bat Rahul nam ke ek ladke se hui. Rahul bhut bade businessman ka ekluata ladka. Rahul bhut aamir tha dono roj batein karte the phir ek din rahul achank aya hi nhi. meera ne uska bhut intzar kiya uski kami ko mehsus kiya or use pta chala ki use rahul se payr ho gya hai. Jab Rahul wapis aya toh meera ne use sari bat batayi.Rahul ne bhi use yhi kha woh Meera se bhut pyar karta hai.Meera ke papa ne Meera ke liye ek bhut acha rishta dhunda Jab Meera ko is rishtey ke bare mein pata chla toh usne saaf mana kar diya or ghar par sab ko Rahul ke bare mein bta diya .Sabne usko bhut smjhya jis ladke ko kbhi dekha nhi kabhi bat nhi hui tum use kaise pyar kar skati ho lekin Meera ne kah diya agar shadi krungi toh sirf Rahul se nhi toh mar jyungi.Meera ne Rahul ko milne ke liye bulya bhut muskil se Rahul aane ke liye mana. Jis din Meera ne Rahul se milne jana toh us din sbse jayda khush thi or us din bhut sundar dikh rhi thi apne gharwalo ko Rahul ko sath lane ka wayada karke Meera Rahul se milne gyi. Uska bhut intzar par Rahul nhi aya .J
Jaise woh mudi ek ladki ne peeche se awaaz di ‘Hi Meera.... Tum Meera hi ho na. Harain ho jankar mein tumhe kase janti hu. Hum toh isse pahle kabhi nhi mile. Rahul ko toh janti ho na. Tum usssi ka hi intzar kar rhi thi na.Mein Rahul hi hu tumahra Rahul.Ab toh mene tumhe or jayda harian kar diya na. Actuly mujhe ek Rahul nam ke ladke ne dhoka diya bus ussi bat ka badla lene ke liy mein yhn Rahul ban kar chat karne lagi or tumhe mujhse payr hua Ab mein sirf tumse yhi khungi apni dunyia mein laut jao “ Woh ladki Meera ko bhut sare sawalon ke sath chod kar chlali gyi.Meera bhut dhuki man se jab ghar wapis ayi toh sab gharwale ne Rahul ke bare mein pucha .Meera koi jawab diye bina chup chap apne kamre mein chali gyi. Itne bade dhoke ko uska dil bardast nhi kar paya jis insan par usne sbse jayad vishwas kiya ussi ne use dhoka diya .Bhut der beet jane par jab Meera ne apne kamre ka darwaza nhi khola or gharwalon ne darwaza toda toh Meera ko panke se latka paya.woh mar chuki thi aurlogo ko anek sawalon ke sath chod kar....
Meera ..jaisa nam waisa hi roop. Meera shuru se hi padne likhne mein bhut jyada hoshiyar thi. Har pariksha mein paratam padai k alwa khelkhud or har kam mein aage .Har koi use dekh kr yhi khta Meera tumhe toh ek rajkumar milega.Ek din internet par chat karte hue uski bat Rahul nam ke ek ladke se hui. Rahul bhut bade businessman ka ekluata ladka. Rahul bhut aamir tha dono roj batein karte the phir ek din rahul achank aya hi nhi. meera ne uska bhut intzar kiya uski kami ko mehsus kiya or use pta chala ki use rahul se payr ho gya hai. Jab Rahul wapis aya toh meera ne use sari bat batayi.Rahul ne bhi use yhi kha woh Meera se bhut pyar karta hai.Meera ke papa ne Meera ke liye ek bhut acha rishta dhunda Jab Meera ko is rishtey ke bare mein pata chla toh usne saaf mana kar diya or ghar par sab ko Rahul ke bare mein bta diya .Sabne usko bhut smjhya jis ladke ko kbhi dekha nhi kabhi bat nhi hui tum use kaise pyar kar skati ho lekin Meera ne kah diya agar shadi krungi toh sirf Rahul se nhi toh mar jyungi.Meera ne Rahul ko milne ke liye bulya bhut muskil se Rahul aane ke liye mana. Jis din Meera ne Rahul se milne jana toh us din sbse jayda khush thi or us din bhut sundar dikh rhi thi apne gharwalo ko Rahul ko sath lane ka wayada karke Meera Rahul se milne gyi. Uska bhut intzar par Rahul nhi aya .J
Jaise woh mudi ek ladki ne peeche se awaaz di ‘Hi Meera.... Tum Meera hi ho na. Harain ho jankar mein tumhe kase janti hu. Hum toh isse pahle kabhi nhi mile. Rahul ko toh janti ho na. Tum usssi ka hi intzar kar rhi thi na.Mein Rahul hi hu tumahra Rahul.Ab toh mene tumhe or jayda harian kar diya na. Actuly mujhe ek Rahul nam ke ladke ne dhoka diya bus ussi bat ka badla lene ke liy mein yhn Rahul ban kar chat karne lagi or tumhe mujhse payr hua Ab mein sirf tumse yhi khungi apni dunyia mein laut jao “ Woh ladki Meera ko bhut sare sawalon ke sath chod kar chlali gyi.Meera bhut dhuki man se jab ghar wapis ayi toh sab gharwale ne Rahul ke bare mein pucha .Meera koi jawab diye bina chup chap apne kamre mein chali gyi. Itne bade dhoke ko uska dil bardast nhi kar paya jis insan par usne sbse jayad vishwas kiya ussi ne use dhoka diya .Bhut der beet jane par jab Meera ne apne kamre ka darwaza nhi khola or gharwalon ne darwaza toda toh Meera ko panke se latka paya.woh mar chuki thi aurlogo ko anek sawalon ke sath chod kar....
The Story - Ek Chota sa Kadam
By - Ishita shah
9:30 pm :
"Hello, Meeta.."
"Ek minute tum baad me call karo na"
Laga ko avaaz thoda kaap raha tha...Sab so gae...
"Are kal call karte hai, Aaysuh ka kal hi operation hua hai, aaram karne do usse...Tum bhi so jao, kal morning call
karenge..."
Nahi par mujhe nind nahi aai... JAb tak mai Meeta se jaan na lu ki sab thik hai, mujhe nind bhi nahi aaegi...
10:00 pm :
"Hello, Meeta"
Samne bus Meeta ke rone ki avaaz aa rahi thi...
"Aayush ko kuch ho gaya hai, doctor dekh rahe hai, tum aao na yaha please mujhe kuch smajh nahi aa raha"
Meeta ke devar Abhishek ne mobile lia aur kaha abhi doctor dekh rahe hai Aayush ko, usse heart attack aaya
hai...Papa hai kya unnko uthao na...
Kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha kya ho raha hai....
Papa aur Abhishek ki kuch baat hui... papa uthe unnhone kaha mai aata hu, hum puna chale hai...ghar me utne paise
bhi nahi the.. atm se paise nikalne gae vo...
Vapis aae aur bole chalo hame jana hoga..Aaayush nahi rahe....
Meeta ke bare me sochke dil baitha ja raha tha..Vaha pohoche to dekha vo chupchap baithi thi..
Mujhe dekha aur pata nahi usse kya hua meri aur dodti hui aai... Kal sham ko usse baat hui usske baad vo aise hi
chup chap bethi thi...
Vishwas nahi ho raha tha par sach yahi tha Aayush abb nahi hai...Meeta meri cousin hai aur Aayush mere jijaji...
Mere Jijaji, mere Dost... Lad jhagadke Meeta aur Aayush ki shaid karvai thi... sab iss shadi se khilaaf the...
Par hum dono ne sabko akahir manva hi lia..
Aur shadi ke bus 1 saal baad ye hua hai...
Aayush ka ek operation hua tha leg joint ka, par dusre hi din usse heart attack aaya...
Shayad Aayush ko bachaya ja sakta tha... Par hospital staff aur doctors ke negligence vajah bani ...
Operation ke baad ek bhi baar usska bp check nahi kia aur usse doctor ke samne attack aaya aur unko smajah nahi
aaya...
Isse pehle meri life me koi problems hi nahi the koi... Di ki chhoti behen.. Aaysuh ki pyari saali...
Koi problem hoti Ayyush ko call karti thi... Vo mere lie Jijaji nahi ek frind tha... Apni saari pareshania usspe
daal deti thi...
Par isske baad mera bachapana kahi kho gaya tha...
Aur sabki pareshaniya apne uper le li thi...Sabki apne apne gum the...Meeta ka...Uncle aunty ka....Aaysuh ke gharke
logo ka...Uss din meri bari thi unn sabko smahalneki ....Achanak ek hi din me bohot bade hone ka ehsaas..
Mai thi nahi Puna me jab ye sab hua tha, par jab pata chala, smajh aa gaya ki galti sarasar hospitalvalo ki thi...
Itna bada hadsa ho gaya par mere aur Meeta ke ilava koi aage nahi aaya hospital ke khilaaf bolne ke lie...sabke apne
apne reasons the...
"Janevala to chala gaya, abb kya hasil hoga?"
"KISMAT me yahi likha tha, ho gaya, abb jane do.."
"Jo hona tha hua, abb sab bhul jao.."
"Jane se phele doctors ne puri koshish ki, aur kuch kar bhi nahi sakte the.."
"Ye sab baate mat karo, mera BP high ho jaega"
"Itna bada hospital hai, hum unn logo ke khilaaf kya kar sakte hai?"
Aur hame bhi chup bitha dia gaya....
Ek savaal Meeta ne poocha tha, Agar Aayush ki jagah mai mar jati to kya Aayush ne uss doctor ko aise hi jane dia
hota?
Par kaun sunta hai agar humne avvaaz uthai hoti? Yaha par aavaaz unnki bulanad hoti hai jinnki mutthi me paiso aur
power ka dum ho.... Baki sab insaan bus Aam Admi me aate hai,unnki aavaaz me itna dum nahi
Aise 100 crore log hai hamare desh me, aur hamari aavaaz unnme hi kahi kho jati hai....Kisske pass itna waqt hota
hai ki hamari sune...DSabke apne apne jimmedari hoti hai... apne apne problems hote hai jinnse akele khud jujhana
hota hai....Shayad issi lie sabke dil pathar ke ho gae hai, jinnpar koi asar nahi hota inn sab baato ka....
Aur ek din maine bhi jhutane tek die sabko samjhate samjhate.. Lag raha tha dur bhag jae...Inn sab logo se durr chale jae... Problems se durr bhagana asaan hai, par apne Zameer se bhagana mushkil hai jo ajj bhi ye manta hai ki
Aaayush aur Meeta ke sath hui nainsafi ke lie mai kuch kar nahi pai....Fir chahe ussko humne majboori ka naam hi kyu na de dia....
4 Months ke baad Priti ka call aaya, dad ka operation hai... Pata chala ki unnka bhi vhai operation hona tha jo Aayush ka hua tha...Doctor ne kaha tha ki sab thik ho jaega, puri Guarentee deta hu mai...
Ussi din aunty se baat ki aur sab kuch bataya, dusre din operation tha par uss doctor ne operation postpone kia aur do din baad doctor ne bol dia ki shayd uncle operation ke baad bhi thik na ho....
Ajjtak jitne logo ne mujhe ye poocha tha ki kya mil jaega abb ladke, jabke janevala chala gaya,unn logo ko ye batane ka maan kar raha hai, ye hasil hua hai mujhe...
Jisse hum gujare koi aur na gujare iss lie hum ladna chate hai...
Uncle ke sath shayad aisa kuch ho sakta tha, kyuki unnki umar 50 ki hai aur unnko heart se related problems bhi the....
Chalo kuch to hasil hua hame, bus itna hi bohot hua...
Shayad vo doctors aur hospital isske baad patients ka khayal thoda thik se le...
Hamara ek chhhota sa kadam shayad kisiski jhindagi me koi aur mod la sakta hai, to agar hum kuch kar nahi pae koi bhi majburi ki vajah se, fir bhi himmat na haro...
Suraj na bann pae to koi gum nahi, ek dia bunnke raat ko andhere ko hi roshan kar de, bohot hai....
9:30 pm :
"Hello, Meeta.."
"Ek minute tum baad me call karo na"
Laga ko avaaz thoda kaap raha tha...Sab so gae...
"Are kal call karte hai, Aaysuh ka kal hi operation hua hai, aaram karne do usse...Tum bhi so jao, kal morning call
karenge..."
Nahi par mujhe nind nahi aai... JAb tak mai Meeta se jaan na lu ki sab thik hai, mujhe nind bhi nahi aaegi...
10:00 pm :
"Hello, Meeta"
Samne bus Meeta ke rone ki avaaz aa rahi thi...
"Aayush ko kuch ho gaya hai, doctor dekh rahe hai, tum aao na yaha please mujhe kuch smajh nahi aa raha"
Meeta ke devar Abhishek ne mobile lia aur kaha abhi doctor dekh rahe hai Aayush ko, usse heart attack aaya
hai...Papa hai kya unnko uthao na...
Kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha kya ho raha hai....
Papa aur Abhishek ki kuch baat hui... papa uthe unnhone kaha mai aata hu, hum puna chale hai...ghar me utne paise
bhi nahi the.. atm se paise nikalne gae vo...
Vapis aae aur bole chalo hame jana hoga..Aaayush nahi rahe....
Meeta ke bare me sochke dil baitha ja raha tha..Vaha pohoche to dekha vo chupchap baithi thi..
Mujhe dekha aur pata nahi usse kya hua meri aur dodti hui aai... Kal sham ko usse baat hui usske baad vo aise hi
chup chap bethi thi...
Vishwas nahi ho raha tha par sach yahi tha Aayush abb nahi hai...Meeta meri cousin hai aur Aayush mere jijaji...
Mere Jijaji, mere Dost... Lad jhagadke Meeta aur Aayush ki shaid karvai thi... sab iss shadi se khilaaf the...
Par hum dono ne sabko akahir manva hi lia..
Aur shadi ke bus 1 saal baad ye hua hai...
Aayush ka ek operation hua tha leg joint ka, par dusre hi din usse heart attack aaya...
Shayad Aayush ko bachaya ja sakta tha... Par hospital staff aur doctors ke negligence vajah bani ...
Operation ke baad ek bhi baar usska bp check nahi kia aur usse doctor ke samne attack aaya aur unko smajah nahi
aaya...
Isse pehle meri life me koi problems hi nahi the koi... Di ki chhoti behen.. Aaysuh ki pyari saali...
Koi problem hoti Ayyush ko call karti thi... Vo mere lie Jijaji nahi ek frind tha... Apni saari pareshania usspe
daal deti thi...
Par isske baad mera bachapana kahi kho gaya tha...
Aur sabki pareshaniya apne uper le li thi...Sabki apne apne gum the...Meeta ka...Uncle aunty ka....Aaysuh ke gharke
logo ka...Uss din meri bari thi unn sabko smahalneki ....Achanak ek hi din me bohot bade hone ka ehsaas..
Mai thi nahi Puna me jab ye sab hua tha, par jab pata chala, smajh aa gaya ki galti sarasar hospitalvalo ki thi...
Itna bada hadsa ho gaya par mere aur Meeta ke ilava koi aage nahi aaya hospital ke khilaaf bolne ke lie...sabke apne
apne reasons the...
"Janevala to chala gaya, abb kya hasil hoga?"
"KISMAT me yahi likha tha, ho gaya, abb jane do.."
"Jo hona tha hua, abb sab bhul jao.."
"Jane se phele doctors ne puri koshish ki, aur kuch kar bhi nahi sakte the.."
"Ye sab baate mat karo, mera BP high ho jaega"
"Itna bada hospital hai, hum unn logo ke khilaaf kya kar sakte hai?"
Aur hame bhi chup bitha dia gaya....
Ek savaal Meeta ne poocha tha, Agar Aayush ki jagah mai mar jati to kya Aayush ne uss doctor ko aise hi jane dia
hota?
Par kaun sunta hai agar humne avvaaz uthai hoti? Yaha par aavaaz unnki bulanad hoti hai jinnki mutthi me paiso aur
power ka dum ho.... Baki sab insaan bus Aam Admi me aate hai,unnki aavaaz me itna dum nahi
Aise 100 crore log hai hamare desh me, aur hamari aavaaz unnme hi kahi kho jati hai....Kisske pass itna waqt hota
hai ki hamari sune...DSabke apne apne jimmedari hoti hai... apne apne problems hote hai jinnse akele khud jujhana
hota hai....Shayad issi lie sabke dil pathar ke ho gae hai, jinnpar koi asar nahi hota inn sab baato ka....
Aur ek din maine bhi jhutane tek die sabko samjhate samjhate.. Lag raha tha dur bhag jae...Inn sab logo se durr chale jae... Problems se durr bhagana asaan hai, par apne Zameer se bhagana mushkil hai jo ajj bhi ye manta hai ki
Aaayush aur Meeta ke sath hui nainsafi ke lie mai kuch kar nahi pai....Fir chahe ussko humne majboori ka naam hi kyu na de dia....
4 Months ke baad Priti ka call aaya, dad ka operation hai... Pata chala ki unnka bhi vhai operation hona tha jo Aayush ka hua tha...Doctor ne kaha tha ki sab thik ho jaega, puri Guarentee deta hu mai...
Ussi din aunty se baat ki aur sab kuch bataya, dusre din operation tha par uss doctor ne operation postpone kia aur do din baad doctor ne bol dia ki shayd uncle operation ke baad bhi thik na ho....
Ajjtak jitne logo ne mujhe ye poocha tha ki kya mil jaega abb ladke, jabke janevala chala gaya,unn logo ko ye batane ka maan kar raha hai, ye hasil hua hai mujhe...
Jisse hum gujare koi aur na gujare iss lie hum ladna chate hai...
Uncle ke sath shayad aisa kuch ho sakta tha, kyuki unnki umar 50 ki hai aur unnko heart se related problems bhi the....
Chalo kuch to hasil hua hame, bus itna hi bohot hua...
Shayad vo doctors aur hospital isske baad patients ka khayal thoda thik se le...
Hamara ek chhhota sa kadam shayad kisiski jhindagi me koi aur mod la sakta hai, to agar hum kuch kar nahi pae koi bhi majburi ki vajah se, fir bhi himmat na haro...
Suraj na bann pae to koi gum nahi, ek dia bunnke raat ko andhere ko hi roshan kar de, bohot hai....
The story - Net Love or Attraction
By - Wazzy
I didn't want to take my eyes off d computer screen even for a split second !
She had written "wait.. brb"
internet is a funny place.. u tend to use words and alphabets which would sound so stupid in d real word.. brb being one of them..
but dis is not about d internet.. not about d stupid abbreviations.. dis story folks, is about my first internet luv.. if i may call it luv for the time being.. coz when u grow older u realize dere's a word for it in d dictionary.. "infatuation"
n dere she was.. "back" she said..
I tried to be humorous "i thought u'd only show up for our wedding day"
"shut up.. we're not gettin married until u convince ur family for u to marry an elder woman.. but i luv u.. n want to have a family with u" she said.
"i luv u too baby... dont worry.. itz just a matter of time.. they'd understand.. parents always understand their children.. dont they.." i proclaimed "plus watz d big deal.. 3 years elder than me.. doesnt make u less beautiful newayz" n i made a winkin smiley..
"aap bhi na.. koi aap se seekhe baatein banana.." she added shying away.. "khair.. i gtg.. namaz ka waqt ho raha hai"
gtg.. another stupid abbreviation which could be decoded in any way u liked.. but for now.. it was got to go..
"take care honey.. buzz me when u're online.. god i so desperately want to hug u for real" I said...
"sabr ka phal meetha hota hai janaab..tc.. Allah Hafiz" she said..
"Allah Hafiz" I replied and logged out!
dere was no reason i should be surfing the internet if Azra was not around.. Azra.. a name dat still resounds and echoes in my ears in dark lonely nights.. Azra.. meaning MAIDEN in arabic ! for me, she was my maiden angel
n dere i was.. smiling after dat little chat wid my gal.. desperately waiting for time to fly so dat i could talk to her again
rode my bike to have a fag! i was tryin to cut down on smokin since Azra requested me to do so! Itz funny how u manage to fight ur worst addictions n fears when u have luv by ur side!
i was smokin.. my phone rang
I was shocked to see dat number flash onto my mobile screen !
"wat d f**k.. what does he want frm me now.. m gonnna screw him if he talks any bullshit about Azra" I was thinkin in my head..
I pushed d green button on d keypad
"Hello" I said in an angry tone
"Hello wasil.. how r u" he said like a salesman on ur door tryin to sell d brand new toilet cleaner to u
"no buddy talk.. come to d point.. wat do u want" I was tryin to be as rude as I could..
"arrey bhai.. I told u I wanted to talk to u about sumthin important.. itz about Azra.. she's not wat u think she iz "he said
"I knw who she iz.. U r no more part of her life.. dont try to get revengeful n make up stories which i am not interested to listen to" I was furious
"I am not makin up any story.. just hear me out.. u r mature enuf to make ur decisions.. take a conscious call after i tell u what i want to tell u" he kinda.. requested
Dis was abhinav.. Azra's ex boyfriend.. I had known him through Azra when they were.. sort of.. dating online.. i never liked him.. for obvious reasons.. but since he n Azra had a break up.. I had not spoken to him except for a few times whr we encountedred each other online in some community on orkut or sumthing.. n we would fight over d topic of him ditching Azra.. n me being d right choice dat she made after makin a mistake of fallin for him
But few days back.. he had left an offline msg in yahoo.. saying he wanted to talk to me.. man to man.. about Azra.. n he asked my cell number..
I couldnt resist but give my number to him coz i wanted to take my rage out on him for ditching Azra.. although I knew dat if he dint do dat.. I wouldn't have been wid her
"Azra tumhe phasa rahi hai.. tum uske baare mein jaante hi kya ho jo uske liye mujhse ladte ho.. aur uss din tum keh rahe thhe tum uss se shadi karoge.. have u lost it.. do u knw she's 8 years elder than u"
I was not paying attention to his crap talk.. not until he said dat number "eight" I wanted to react furiosly.. but couldn't.. he wudn't stop talkin..
"N do u knw dat she haz been engaged before.. n i bet u dont know about d man she lives wid in dubai in his house" he was throwing questions which were stinging my heart.. I couldnt believe he could be so desperate to get revenge dat he made up such disgusting stories
"shut d freak up.. will u.. she'd have told me about awl dis if even a bit of it was true.. stop playin fool wid me.. i knw wat u're tryin to do.. she's just 3 years elder than me" I said
"oh.. so she lied to u bout her age as well.. u dont believe me.. well.. u remember she said she was born in ramzan.. just check her birth date and tally wid last 30 years calender.. u'll see dat ramzan occurs before 25-26 years in dat date" he added.. "n just ask who's samad.. she'll tell u"
i couldnt speak a word.. he was talking wid facts.. but i sumhow wanted to disagree to d evident.. wanted to run away from truth.. wanted Azra to come n say none of it iz true
"Salam.. how hv u been" she said az i logged in to yahoo chat
"walekum salam.. i got a call frm abhinav" i said
"wat? why? wat did he say? how does he have ur number" she asked so many questionz dat i dint knw which one to answer
"datz not important.. wat iz important iz.. dat i want to knw if u hv given me ur correct birth date" i was rude to her
"why do u ask.. ?? ofcourse i gave u d correct date" she justified
"n u were born in ramzan month.. rite" i was kinda interrogating her
"yes" she said.. precisely
"well.. if we go by dat.. u shud be 25 years old.. i checked out d calender for myself.."
"hmmm.." she said.. "wat hmm.. can u explain dat to me" i said.. "i bet u have more questions to ask now dat u've spoken to him.. please go ahead and put up each one of them.. i'll reply in d end"
"ok.. dat solves d mystery a li'l bit for me.. well.. not too many questions dat i have..just two more of them.." i said ironically
"have u ever been engaged before ? n who d freak is Samad ??"
dere was a long pause.. I could feel she was crying although she was thousands of miles away frm me..
"i was about to tell u about my age.. but i was waiting for d rite time.. i thought dat doesnt really matter to u.." she might hv written wid trembling fingers..
"i was engaged before.. but dat waz a bad memory n i never wanted to share anything bad wid u.. I alwayz wanted u to be happy.. wanted US to be happy.. I got engaged to my distant cousin.. but he was very dominant n rude.. i couldnt have lived with him.. he was a male chauvinist" she said hesitatingly.. I could almost feel tear drops running down her cheeck n finally grounding on d keyboard slider..
"n samad.. well he rescued me from dat ugly world back in delhi.. u already knw about my step parents.. agar wo mujhe yaha nahi lata toh shayad main marr chuki hoti" she said.. "he's just a friend for me.. itz only u dat i luv" she almost broke in silence for a couple of minutes..
"I trust every word u said Azra.. I trust dat ur distant cousin wasn't worth u.. coz u're just perfect.. I trust dat Samad iz just a friend.. n u two live in d same house like freinds do.. I trust each n every word u said or want to say" I said.. "N dat age thing.. well.. I never had any problems wid dat"
"But u knw wat Azra.. d worst part iz.. dat u kept me in d dark about awl dis.. everything of this.. n i mean everything.. i would have ignored if u told it to me urself.. if u thought I luved u enuf to have neglected dese shortcomings in u.. if u ever trusted me.. if u were sure enuf about my luv for u.. but u dint.. n dat iz whr it awl ends ! "
"No please wasil.. dont do dat to me.. i trust u.. but i just needed time to tell u"
"1 long year Azra.. how long do u need to tell d truth.. were u waiting for my parents to say a yes.. were u waiting for me to marry u.. have children.. n then tell me about awl dis" I was talking nonsense to her.. i was angry.. more wid myself than her.. coz i didnt knw how to react to her..
"TRUST is d word Azra.. I may be younger than u.. but i knw TRUST drives any relationship.. n I am afraid to say.. datz d only thing dat will now be missing in ours" I was tryin to be philosophical..
"U'd alwayz be my first luv.. I dont have any grudges against u.. but I sure can't move ahead wid u after awl dis.. I m sorry.. Itz OVER" n it almost killed me az i was sayin those two words"Itz OVER"
"Please dont go wasil.. I luv u" she must have dropped a bucket full of tears by now as i would imagine..
"No Azra.. u n me.. were never meant to be together i guess.. dis is how it had to end.. and it did.. may b u deserve sumone better than me.. Goodbye.. Allah hafiz.. n may God bless u" I thought dese wud be my last words to her.. n i logged out..
I kept getting some offlines and emails of her.. but i dint respond for a few months.. dis just made me realize dat itz alwayz U who's ur first priority.. u put URSELF.. before eveything when sumthing goes wrong.. n ur ego.. iz just too big to be moved easily.. when u r in luv.. u tend to surpass awl dese shortcomings.. but having been betrayed.. makes d ego in U awl d more strong and indestructive..
but time heals everything.. n i got over it.. even started to talk wid her formally sometimes.. but it alwayz stung my heart everytime i did dat..
4 years.. n itz az fresh a memory az of yesterday in my mind.. dose moments.. beautiful.. mesmerising.. when i talked wid her.. her voice when we talked over phone.. although rarely.. coz it was an international call dat i or she had to make..
over these years.. i have learnt that teenage is d most vulnerable part of ur life.. but itz d most teaching part az well..
n frm dat day.. i am following d song "kahin toh hogi woh.. duniya jaha tu mere paas hai" n i finally got my duniya ;)
Life alwayz has more happy moments than sad.. if u give everything a second shot !
Cheers to life !!
I didn't want to take my eyes off d computer screen even for a split second !
She had written "wait.. brb"
internet is a funny place.. u tend to use words and alphabets which would sound so stupid in d real word.. brb being one of them..
but dis is not about d internet.. not about d stupid abbreviations.. dis story folks, is about my first internet luv.. if i may call it luv for the time being.. coz when u grow older u realize dere's a word for it in d dictionary.. "infatuation"
n dere she was.. "back" she said..
I tried to be humorous "i thought u'd only show up for our wedding day"
"shut up.. we're not gettin married until u convince ur family for u to marry an elder woman.. but i luv u.. n want to have a family with u" she said.
"i luv u too baby... dont worry.. itz just a matter of time.. they'd understand.. parents always understand their children.. dont they.." i proclaimed "plus watz d big deal.. 3 years elder than me.. doesnt make u less beautiful newayz" n i made a winkin smiley..
"aap bhi na.. koi aap se seekhe baatein banana.." she added shying away.. "khair.. i gtg.. namaz ka waqt ho raha hai"
gtg.. another stupid abbreviation which could be decoded in any way u liked.. but for now.. it was got to go..
"take care honey.. buzz me when u're online.. god i so desperately want to hug u for real" I said...
"sabr ka phal meetha hota hai janaab..tc.. Allah Hafiz" she said..
"Allah Hafiz" I replied and logged out!
dere was no reason i should be surfing the internet if Azra was not around.. Azra.. a name dat still resounds and echoes in my ears in dark lonely nights.. Azra.. meaning MAIDEN in arabic ! for me, she was my maiden angel
n dere i was.. smiling after dat little chat wid my gal.. desperately waiting for time to fly so dat i could talk to her again
rode my bike to have a fag! i was tryin to cut down on smokin since Azra requested me to do so! Itz funny how u manage to fight ur worst addictions n fears when u have luv by ur side!
i was smokin.. my phone rang
I was shocked to see dat number flash onto my mobile screen !
"wat d f**k.. what does he want frm me now.. m gonnna screw him if he talks any bullshit about Azra" I was thinkin in my head..
I pushed d green button on d keypad
"Hello" I said in an angry tone
"Hello wasil.. how r u" he said like a salesman on ur door tryin to sell d brand new toilet cleaner to u
"no buddy talk.. come to d point.. wat do u want" I was tryin to be as rude as I could..
"arrey bhai.. I told u I wanted to talk to u about sumthin important.. itz about Azra.. she's not wat u think she iz "he said
"I knw who she iz.. U r no more part of her life.. dont try to get revengeful n make up stories which i am not interested to listen to" I was furious
"I am not makin up any story.. just hear me out.. u r mature enuf to make ur decisions.. take a conscious call after i tell u what i want to tell u" he kinda.. requested
Dis was abhinav.. Azra's ex boyfriend.. I had known him through Azra when they were.. sort of.. dating online.. i never liked him.. for obvious reasons.. but since he n Azra had a break up.. I had not spoken to him except for a few times whr we encountedred each other online in some community on orkut or sumthing.. n we would fight over d topic of him ditching Azra.. n me being d right choice dat she made after makin a mistake of fallin for him
But few days back.. he had left an offline msg in yahoo.. saying he wanted to talk to me.. man to man.. about Azra.. n he asked my cell number..
I couldnt resist but give my number to him coz i wanted to take my rage out on him for ditching Azra.. although I knew dat if he dint do dat.. I wouldn't have been wid her
"Azra tumhe phasa rahi hai.. tum uske baare mein jaante hi kya ho jo uske liye mujhse ladte ho.. aur uss din tum keh rahe thhe tum uss se shadi karoge.. have u lost it.. do u knw she's 8 years elder than u"
I was not paying attention to his crap talk.. not until he said dat number "eight" I wanted to react furiosly.. but couldn't.. he wudn't stop talkin..
"N do u knw dat she haz been engaged before.. n i bet u dont know about d man she lives wid in dubai in his house" he was throwing questions which were stinging my heart.. I couldnt believe he could be so desperate to get revenge dat he made up such disgusting stories
"shut d freak up.. will u.. she'd have told me about awl dis if even a bit of it was true.. stop playin fool wid me.. i knw wat u're tryin to do.. she's just 3 years elder than me" I said
"oh.. so she lied to u bout her age as well.. u dont believe me.. well.. u remember she said she was born in ramzan.. just check her birth date and tally wid last 30 years calender.. u'll see dat ramzan occurs before 25-26 years in dat date" he added.. "n just ask who's samad.. she'll tell u"
i couldnt speak a word.. he was talking wid facts.. but i sumhow wanted to disagree to d evident.. wanted to run away from truth.. wanted Azra to come n say none of it iz true
"Salam.. how hv u been" she said az i logged in to yahoo chat
"walekum salam.. i got a call frm abhinav" i said
"wat? why? wat did he say? how does he have ur number" she asked so many questionz dat i dint knw which one to answer
"datz not important.. wat iz important iz.. dat i want to knw if u hv given me ur correct birth date" i was rude to her
"why do u ask.. ?? ofcourse i gave u d correct date" she justified
"n u were born in ramzan month.. rite" i was kinda interrogating her
"yes" she said.. precisely
"well.. if we go by dat.. u shud be 25 years old.. i checked out d calender for myself.."
"hmmm.." she said.. "wat hmm.. can u explain dat to me" i said.. "i bet u have more questions to ask now dat u've spoken to him.. please go ahead and put up each one of them.. i'll reply in d end"
"ok.. dat solves d mystery a li'l bit for me.. well.. not too many questions dat i have..just two more of them.." i said ironically
"have u ever been engaged before ? n who d freak is Samad ??"
dere was a long pause.. I could feel she was crying although she was thousands of miles away frm me..
"i was about to tell u about my age.. but i was waiting for d rite time.. i thought dat doesnt really matter to u.." she might hv written wid trembling fingers..
"i was engaged before.. but dat waz a bad memory n i never wanted to share anything bad wid u.. I alwayz wanted u to be happy.. wanted US to be happy.. I got engaged to my distant cousin.. but he was very dominant n rude.. i couldnt have lived with him.. he was a male chauvinist" she said hesitatingly.. I could almost feel tear drops running down her cheeck n finally grounding on d keyboard slider..
"n samad.. well he rescued me from dat ugly world back in delhi.. u already knw about my step parents.. agar wo mujhe yaha nahi lata toh shayad main marr chuki hoti" she said.. "he's just a friend for me.. itz only u dat i luv" she almost broke in silence for a couple of minutes..
"I trust every word u said Azra.. I trust dat ur distant cousin wasn't worth u.. coz u're just perfect.. I trust dat Samad iz just a friend.. n u two live in d same house like freinds do.. I trust each n every word u said or want to say" I said.. "N dat age thing.. well.. I never had any problems wid dat"
"But u knw wat Azra.. d worst part iz.. dat u kept me in d dark about awl dis.. everything of this.. n i mean everything.. i would have ignored if u told it to me urself.. if u thought I luved u enuf to have neglected dese shortcomings in u.. if u ever trusted me.. if u were sure enuf about my luv for u.. but u dint.. n dat iz whr it awl ends ! "
"No please wasil.. dont do dat to me.. i trust u.. but i just needed time to tell u"
"1 long year Azra.. how long do u need to tell d truth.. were u waiting for my parents to say a yes.. were u waiting for me to marry u.. have children.. n then tell me about awl dis" I was talking nonsense to her.. i was angry.. more wid myself than her.. coz i didnt knw how to react to her..
"TRUST is d word Azra.. I may be younger than u.. but i knw TRUST drives any relationship.. n I am afraid to say.. datz d only thing dat will now be missing in ours" I was tryin to be philosophical..
"U'd alwayz be my first luv.. I dont have any grudges against u.. but I sure can't move ahead wid u after awl dis.. I m sorry.. Itz OVER" n it almost killed me az i was sayin those two words"Itz OVER"
"Please dont go wasil.. I luv u" she must have dropped a bucket full of tears by now as i would imagine..
"No Azra.. u n me.. were never meant to be together i guess.. dis is how it had to end.. and it did.. may b u deserve sumone better than me.. Goodbye.. Allah hafiz.. n may God bless u" I thought dese wud be my last words to her.. n i logged out..
I kept getting some offlines and emails of her.. but i dint respond for a few months.. dis just made me realize dat itz alwayz U who's ur first priority.. u put URSELF.. before eveything when sumthing goes wrong.. n ur ego.. iz just too big to be moved easily.. when u r in luv.. u tend to surpass awl dese shortcomings.. but having been betrayed.. makes d ego in U awl d more strong and indestructive..
but time heals everything.. n i got over it.. even started to talk wid her formally sometimes.. but it alwayz stung my heart everytime i did dat..
4 years.. n itz az fresh a memory az of yesterday in my mind.. dose moments.. beautiful.. mesmerising.. when i talked wid her.. her voice when we talked over phone.. although rarely.. coz it was an international call dat i or she had to make..
over these years.. i have learnt that teenage is d most vulnerable part of ur life.. but itz d most teaching part az well..
n frm dat day.. i am following d song "kahin toh hogi woh.. duniya jaha tu mere paas hai" n i finally got my duniya ;)
Life alwayz has more happy moments than sad.. if u give everything a second shot !
Cheers to life !!
The story - My Love story..
By - Sunny
College ka pehla din ...Full excitement Naya dost, Naye manzilein..naye khwaab
Pehli mulaqat :Dur se ek Ladki in white Chudi-Daar sab usski taraf dekh reh tha...woh class main
mera aagey waley bench pe baithi hui thi...College ka Pehla period shuru Hua..
Sir..apney faratadar english main baat kare ja rahe tha...meri nazar uss ladki ki aur
se hatt nahi rahi thi...maine usse approach karna ki koshish ki...maine kaha hi
watz ur name...She said Pallavi in reply maine kaha nyc name
[though i hated her name]...
Pir Humare Dosti bad thi Gayi..aur Hum kaafi acche close friends Ban gaya tha
Movies dekhi...saath main shoppings ki ..CofFee shops gaya...Ek din mera b'day
ayya she gifted me a watch...aur saath main letter..Ye watch main isliye de rahi hoo
so that tumhara zindagi main koi bhi waqt aaye kushi ya gham meri nishaney tumhara
saath rahegi...Tab mujhe ussi waqt usse Pyaar ho gaya..
I was Prepared ki Kal main college main ussko Propose kar dunga...
uss Din college main Fare-well Party tha For Seniors Of the college...Music zor se Baj
Raha tha...Kaafi Full on Josh main Dance kar Raha tha...Itna main hi--Pallavi ko chakkar
aya wo gir Padi...Everyone was Shocked ki Kya hua...Tab hi main aur mera Dosto
ne usse Paas waale hospital main le gaye...We called her Parents -ussko Hosh aaya
Usske Parents ne daanta usse..itni kharaab halat main Party karna ki kya zarurat
Tumhe Pata hi ki U hav Brain tumour..
Yeh Sun ke main Hairan Ho Gaya i was shattered disturbed
.ki itni baadi baath ussne mujhse kaisa chupaya
saath hi ye ehsaas ne mujhe darra diya ki ab wo mujhe
kabhi dikhna wali nahi thi ..pir woh Hospital se discharge hui
maine poocha...kyu tumne mujhse ye baat chupayee...she said
Mera aakhri pal khush reh kar jeena chahti thi...
Mera exams shuru Hua...ussne mera kaafi help ki
Last exam tha...wo uss din nai aayi thi maine usse call kiya...uss
ka mobile switched off..tha..pir exam katam hua ..main usske Ghar ko gaya
poochnaa wo aaj kyu nahi aayi..????
Usske ghar main sab ro raha tha...usski laash padhi hui thi
i was shocked...ye kya hua i was in Tears...
usske dost ne kaha... she wanted u too meet fr the last time
But she dint want to...Disturb ur exam...:(
Ussne ek Letter likha tha...usski dost shwetha ne mujhe wo letter diya
maine dekha....
It was written," Hey stupid sorry ke main Tumse bijad kar jaa rahi hoon...
Main uppar se dua karungi...ki tum hamesha khush rehna..Tumhe ek achhi Biwi miley
der sarre bachhe hoo...main Bahut dino se kuch Kehna chahti thi ki ...magar Himmat
nai
Hui..
I love You...From the Bottom of my heart..aagar agla janam ho..toh i want to
be Your Friend again...
Ye sab pad ke..mujhe kaafi dukh hua...i could not sleep
main har roz koney main baith kar roothey rehta..usse bahut bhulana ki Koshish..ki
magar..nahi ho paaya...ek din wo Mujhe ek sapna aaya...sab safeed kapdey pehna
hua tha With candle lightened...Pallavi ka candle bhuja hua tha...tab Ussne kaha ki
ur tears r fallin on my candle..Tatz y am sad...mera candle bhuji hui hai
Tab se maine soocha ki I hav to be happy...bas usski yaado main kush rehna chahta
tha...
Sab Love stories...khushiya deti hai..mera Love story Mujhe khushi gham sikh
aur Der saara pyaar bareein yadeein de gaya...usske nishaani mera saath hai..usska
watch..shayad tab se
ab tak mera waqt achha Guzra..
So ,yeh thi meri prem kahaani
College ka pehla din ...Full excitement Naya dost, Naye manzilein..naye khwaab
Pehli mulaqat :Dur se ek Ladki in white Chudi-Daar sab usski taraf dekh reh tha...woh class main
mera aagey waley bench pe baithi hui thi...College ka Pehla period shuru Hua..
Sir..apney faratadar english main baat kare ja rahe tha...meri nazar uss ladki ki aur
se hatt nahi rahi thi...maine usse approach karna ki koshish ki...maine kaha hi
watz ur name...She said Pallavi in reply maine kaha nyc name
[though i hated her name]...
Pir Humare Dosti bad thi Gayi..aur Hum kaafi acche close friends Ban gaya tha
Movies dekhi...saath main shoppings ki ..CofFee shops gaya...Ek din mera b'day
ayya she gifted me a watch...aur saath main letter..Ye watch main isliye de rahi hoo
so that tumhara zindagi main koi bhi waqt aaye kushi ya gham meri nishaney tumhara
saath rahegi...Tab mujhe ussi waqt usse Pyaar ho gaya..
I was Prepared ki Kal main college main ussko Propose kar dunga...
uss Din college main Fare-well Party tha For Seniors Of the college...Music zor se Baj
Raha tha...Kaafi Full on Josh main Dance kar Raha tha...Itna main hi--Pallavi ko chakkar
aya wo gir Padi...Everyone was Shocked ki Kya hua...Tab hi main aur mera Dosto
ne usse Paas waale hospital main le gaye...We called her Parents -ussko Hosh aaya
Usske Parents ne daanta usse..itni kharaab halat main Party karna ki kya zarurat
Tumhe Pata hi ki U hav Brain tumour..
Yeh Sun ke main Hairan Ho Gaya i was shattered disturbed
.ki itni baadi baath ussne mujhse kaisa chupaya
saath hi ye ehsaas ne mujhe darra diya ki ab wo mujhe
kabhi dikhna wali nahi thi ..pir woh Hospital se discharge hui
maine poocha...kyu tumne mujhse ye baat chupayee...she said
Mera aakhri pal khush reh kar jeena chahti thi...
Mera exams shuru Hua...ussne mera kaafi help ki
Last exam tha...wo uss din nai aayi thi maine usse call kiya...uss
ka mobile switched off..tha..pir exam katam hua ..main usske Ghar ko gaya
poochnaa wo aaj kyu nahi aayi..????
Usske ghar main sab ro raha tha...usski laash padhi hui thi
i was shocked...ye kya hua i was in Tears...
usske dost ne kaha... she wanted u too meet fr the last time
But she dint want to...Disturb ur exam...:(
Ussne ek Letter likha tha...usski dost shwetha ne mujhe wo letter diya
maine dekha....
It was written," Hey stupid sorry ke main Tumse bijad kar jaa rahi hoon...
Main uppar se dua karungi...ki tum hamesha khush rehna..Tumhe ek achhi Biwi miley
der sarre bachhe hoo...main Bahut dino se kuch Kehna chahti thi ki ...magar Himmat
nai
Hui..
I love You...From the Bottom of my heart..aagar agla janam ho..toh i want to
be Your Friend again...
Ye sab pad ke..mujhe kaafi dukh hua...i could not sleep
main har roz koney main baith kar roothey rehta..usse bahut bhulana ki Koshish..ki
magar..nahi ho paaya...ek din wo Mujhe ek sapna aaya...sab safeed kapdey pehna
hua tha With candle lightened...Pallavi ka candle bhuja hua tha...tab Ussne kaha ki
ur tears r fallin on my candle..Tatz y am sad...mera candle bhuji hui hai
Tab se maine soocha ki I hav to be happy...bas usski yaado main kush rehna chahta
tha...
Sab Love stories...khushiya deti hai..mera Love story Mujhe khushi gham sikh
aur Der saara pyaar bareein yadeein de gaya...usske nishaani mera saath hai..usska
watch..shayad tab se
ab tak mera waqt achha Guzra..
So ,yeh thi meri prem kahaani
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